I think I am finally getting my act together. I have been kind of just floating through life lately and I have noticed that this state of not caring has really effected me. I have become quite crabby and my temper flies even when I don't mean it to. Today, the Holy Spirit just really worked on me all day. I felt really, really bad about something. I checked the usual; asked my boss if I was in trouble, checked to make sure I was not over drawn in my checking account, etc. Everything was fine. So, over my lunch, I asked God why my spirit is being troubled. Then I realized. I have been running my mouth and living with a dark cloud over my head. I said things about people I should not have and have been treating people not as good as they deserve. So I decided today I would make a three-quarter-year resolution. No more talking dirt about people unless that person is around and it is just for fun. Also, I have decided I need to start volunteering time in the church. I have not been going to church as often because there is nothing holding me accountable. When I was on worship team, I had to be there every sunday and wednesday. I never missed church. Now that I am no longer on the team, I have not been going to church. Not because I think that I can only go if I am up front singing but because I had nothing making me go. My relationship with God had not been the best and it is easy to put off spending time with Him. Well, now I am volunteering in the sound booth and I am going to be there every sunday.

After lunch, my whole attitude changed. I am my old self again! I missed being this person!!